From The Bottom Of My Heart

i just can’t believe exam’s just a week away n WAT THE CRAP M I DOING IN FRONT OF THE MONITOR INSTEAD OF THE BOOK??!!??!!….gosh…..well was typing my resume a while ago actually, for a part time job…hope everything goes well so i dun hafta go hunting for another 1….anno’s going off on wednesday…i wonder when i’ll c her again…..hopefully it’ll b next year at another reunion…this whole week is gonna b study, study and study since i’ve been quite distracted the past 3 days or so….missing uni life n da ppl so badly already…i wonder how i’d survive da 3 months’ break after exam…..shuckshh……anyway it’s time for me to go back to me beloved books before everything rushes out of my memory…hope everything i’ve studied would last a little longer than a week until exam’s over…heh….a week was the average duration over which my memory used to be able to retain info u c….gotta burn, burn, burn da midnite oil…..dun think i’m crazy….LOL….everyone’s doing the same i’m sure….n dun think i’m crazy if i burst out luffing out of a sudden….there’s always a reason…LOL….exam fever = sad but funny n hopefully bearable till da period ends

hmm….have been going around irritating people these few days especially ah liang, schweet(LOL), ah sing n kath tat i hafta tell them "dun think i’m crazy" everytime i start luffing for reasons always unknown to them..heh…well maybe da roots can be traced to da fact tat WE’RE going to bukit larut after da finals…da thought can neva fail to keep me hyper….n da blood tat rushes to my face everytime i start giggling etc. is really embarassing to say da least…..well tat’s all i’ve gotta say here….finals is coming…4 papers to sit for…time is flying like nobody’s business….n i’m getting more n more outta my mind as da days draw near…gosh….with all tat said, i wanna post a question quite unrelated but is on my mind now…..how do u define possessiveness in a relationship(any kind)??…hmm….anyone reading care to reply??…i’d b very grateful for tat!!!

da reunion on sunday was great…there were 21 who went, though mei ching left early cuz she had to rush to sunway for class…overall it was tremendously overwhelming to meet up again with the likes of vinesh, ANNO, edgar, shazeer, shyam, vas, deeb, sim, gaya, sindhu, sarah, navina, c wat? (haih c her everyday..LOL), pei sze, kenny, emily, martin, chin sheng, fang chin, etc….did i miss anyone??…well tat was our first official reunion i guess(tat i noe of) tat fortunately turned out very positively n sumone even suggested setting a date every year for a gathering…i’m not sure if tat will work cuz next year onwards 5s1 of 2003 would be scattered all over the world, but mostly all over malaysia since it’d b da critical year when most would decide on or probably would already b embarking on the course/career of choice at sum certain specific location….when i saw anno i wanted to hug her so tightly, which i eventually did n i juz couldn’t stop telling her how much i’ve been missing her this past 1 year or so….hmm….it was juz nostalgic n very comforting to be around the familiar faces i’d been with for so many years in STAR again…cheers to all…..luv u ppl lots n lots n lots!!!

ho i’m back finally after god knows how long…everything has been alternating between up n down lately that i haven’t been in blogging mode until tis hour although i should b completing my bio n chem reports…anyway thanx to all who made little li ern’s 19th budday a joyous and memorable 1 that i couldn’t have expected more of wat had been done…it’s been a hillariously miserable week afta monday though, wif all da misunderstandings during lab tat absolutely sent me plunging into an all-time-low in U life…it was not exactly about people as da word ‘misunderstandings’ seems to suggest but more of a self-conflict tat definitely manifested to a great extent unexpectedly…wat da heck; it’s over now…i’ll just hope that da coming week brings with it positive events albeit amidst 2 tests n 2 tutorials n 2 reports due on monday n wednesday respectively…well going back to secondary skool times, i’m looking forward to tmrw’s (sunday) 5s1 reunion…wish to c anne, gaya, sindhu, vinesh, pau, mei, li wei, shazeer, deeban, edgar n da whole of 5s1 of 2003…hmm dunno wat to say though…hehe…