From The Bottom Of My Heart

A quick check on my body temperature and I find it quite high. It was rocket high and inflammatory for the past week, eventually culminated in a slight fever yesterday which I did not realise until told. Time to cleanse the body without any dose of spice at all until this period is over.

I do not know if the high temperature caused irrationality and crazy emotions, but it sure felt that way looking back only to last week. I guess I’m very worried about many things even though I do not look like it. They just more often than not, do not quite show outwardly that I find myself silently hoping that they would.

This is crazy, but I actually have bits and pieces of hope that I have dark circles, purely only so I feel my condition is justified. In any case, I’m not complaining, just having small, occasional weird thoughts and hopes that I think everyone else does too.

In view of my recent craziness and umpteen attempts at reasoning and hoping, I stick to love as the last resort. Love can never be enough as far as I’m aware. It always nurtures. Love is always meant for sharing, not to be kept within. It just builds so much that it can never end just with changes, either good or bad. Changes happen, but love never changes. It is quite true that "Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough", but on another hand, we must always "Testify to Love".

I just would love to love, love and love, and I wish I could share, share, share, all I have, and be in joy, joy, joy. Love is joyful.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

- 1 Corinthians 13 -