From The Bottom Of My Heart

Today, I will celebrate the end of 2008 by celebrating my existence and the love of God.

I look forward to a sparkling 2009.

Somehow, I feel like being alone today; somehow, the thought of having a glorious opportunity to embrace only my own body, thoughts and feelings makes me so excited that even my liver is grinning. =D

I do question this sudden urge, and am examining it only to come to a conclusion that I should not reach a conclusion at all, but just bask in gaiety.

It sure does feel weird; heaven knows what is running in the minds of others.

I experience slow digestion, both biologically and mentally, so it may be the reason my mind is unconsciously adapting after watching Juno - a lovely movie about the capacity of human intelligence, humour, awareness and love.

As usual, there will be no resolutions for the New Year again as I do not quite entertain the idea of making pledges of renewal just because another set of 365 days is dawning. I believe more in regeneration of thoughts and emotions everyday, whenever there is a chance to.

Anyhoo, cheers to a splendid 2009!

Embracing ourselves and the moment is all we ought to learn more to do

It is undoubtedly true that labelling and categorising only allow the brain to function more effectively in recalling details and in reacting to events.

I have a statement to make though; it is not necessary to label EVERYTHING. A few people around have been categorising actions and although I laugh, I feel it would be easier to leave them uncategorised, for the sake that the actions be perpetuated without worrying about how they would appear.

Anyway, that’s that.

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From a conversation with a dear one last night, I am relieved to know that finally, I have found an outside source of justification for my actions and reactions, simply because we are both going through the same dynamics of a particular circumstance that involves a myriad of emotions.

The discovery has made me feel gratitude for having another soul understand where I stood and all that I could and can do.

I only hope for the better of what comes out of both our ordeals.

In the midst of such back to back stuff, I haven’t really been able to find the time to do certain things. It feels like I delay many things to do everyday now.

So here’s a quick one.

The analytical department of my mind was hit with a thought worth pondering two days ago. As two persons were discussing movies and scenes, one commented that the other seemed to be able to register and recall movie scenes, characters and conversations very well.

It hit me.

Yea, as much as I would love to, I do not really have sensitivity in that area; I can only remember certain memorable ones to a certain extent.

That particular moment brought me back to realisation again that all of us remember things differently and our attention is skewed to different areas depending on how our subconscious self determines levels of importance, which goes back to who we are.

Just a train of thoughts I thought I’d feel happy pondering.=]

God Bless!