My eyes were opened, my heart was shown the world and now, I miss. I have always missed.
I have become a much better person by leaps and bounds through the period that gave me so much insight, whether on my own or not. I miss.
From now ahead, I wish the best. My sincerity pours out, I pray.
God Bless!
Treading along the path of disappointment is no walk in the park. Having your integrity questioned even though you have put all your heart into a cause is a rough swallow.
Nevertheless, what I have learned is that I can only afford to control my own reactions and it is entirely my choice to be and do what I want. Reactions from others may affect me but it is imperative that I step out of myself and be my own critic to continue on the path of achievable balance. I was angry, my blood was boiling, I was in rage, but now I feel the heat dissipating slowly but surely.
A comment from a dear one told me that I need to be bold enough to believe in my own thoughts and decisions. It struck me as an assurance to what I have always felt. Now, I need to dig deep into my ideas and abilities to see what I can offer for the better of the circle of human bonds.
Months have passed, events have unfolded in many ways, I am in a space again, in which I appreciate every passing moment whether I am lying on my bed, reading a book, reading the Bible, scribbling notes, doing work on the computer or out of the house meeting people for projects or whiling away time with dear ones.
This feeling, I haven’t been quite aware of until now, when I seem to be feeling an overwhelming sense of appreciation and gratitude.
Lately, the way people are linked to each other appears to have been giving me continuous surprises. For no seemingly apparent reason, I was in an activity with two people I had not met for a whole year. Even knowing it was not impossible, it still caught me unaware and dumbfounded. In another case, I recently found out that a friend is actually a friend of a friend of another friend and we all may most likely be doing something together. Isn’t life full of astonishments when it comes to people?
I’m very grateful for all the coincidences that have come my way. In a way, I learn that we live in a circle of human bonds. Everything that we do, it affects others too and it is God’s way of telling us He oversees all that we are, have and be.
Coincidences are God’s way of being anonymous.
- Albert Einstein -
