At least that much I know is of priority
Lately, I have been pretty much filled with brain activity. It’s not that I don’t like it, in fact, I love to have my brain immersed for long hours on difficult and important details to the point that I may be incapable of recognising fatigue until it really kicks me hard, which does not suggest a good habit.
I am accomplishing many tasks, yet there are things on the sideline of which I have been letting go a bit.
In an effort to appease the part of me that still thinks I can probably do much more while already sticking to important schedules, I am writing this post, the underlying motivation for which may be to offer myself an explanation for my absence in certain areas (as is popularly known, clearly writing down ideas has an inherent power to clarify thoughts).
Over the past few months, I have been completely honest to myself, getting all that I want done, done. Come next week, there will be an important opportunity that I may be missing due to an assessment. Part of me foresaw the impending clash, part of me wants to have the best of both worlds, part of me is willing to dismiss the event of less profound priority.
To me, both situations are important, yet not both are of equal priority. Both are definitive elements of growth, yet one is a priority, one is a choice.
I am halfway at the arrival of a decision. I may let go of the choice element in order to maintain an optimum level of happiness and contentment.
Either way, priority will always be given to the assessment.
To unclutter my life, is to do myself a big favour.
Cheers!
July 27th, 2009 at 9:20 am
haha, i believe you will make a good decision then…cheers