From The Bottom Of My Heart

She was abandoned a long time ago and the haunting memory has patronised her all her life until this very moment.

When she needs help, she is afraid that she has too much to ask of others that they may again abandon her because of the trouble she thinks she may be posing onto them.

How she feels, manifests in her actions. Others are unaware of her predicament. She helplessly tries to remain self-sufficient, and continues suffering.

Those who love her think she is too arrogant or egoistic to reach out. They are hurt, they want to help, but when faced with rejection from a victim unwilling to put out her hands far enough for them to reach, they withdraw with indignation and a sense of bitter bewilderment.

Such was her fate long ago, that haunts her until this moment, permeating other areas of her life.

I will not judge but my heart sheds tears. I remain a bystander, and pray for her to have strength to turn things around in favour of her joy and peace.

God bless her!